Life is changing. We change every day. Our little dreams change (maybe not the big ones). Our relationships change, our thinking and experiencing, even the coffees that we drink together. The planet changes, feelings change, fashion changes.
But maybe we prefer to call it evolution, personal evolution that makes us better.
When I listen to you telling me what now worries you so much I just feel I want to be there telling you that everything will be fine. I want to be there smiling and looking at you with a silly-funny-face to help you realise that yesterday you were worried about a silly-funny-thing.
But we actually don't know if it will be fine. Cos what we thought it was fine yesterday, we perceive today that was not fine at all for ourselves in the present. Our inside-us sais 'that boyfriend was amazing for that time, but splitting up currently affects me and hurts me so much'. And actually we do not understand why we thought it was such a good decision to walk together.
Our perception was 'that home is so lovely and comfortable', but actually today we don't get how we could live in such a dirty place.
Or we do?
Yes, if you think over about it, you will. I do.
I understand that at each time, I did what I needed to do. I believed in what I needed to believe and I spent my time with who I wanted to spend it. Because we have to trust ourselves at each time.
I trust Maria from the past and I really believe she did what she thought what was the best choice.
Maybe my, your, perception has changed today.
And so today I, you, don't need the same than yesterday.
But yesterday, my friend, myself, yourself, did what it was needed. And thanks for that, I am who I am, and changing, and you are who you are, and changing.